Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Missing My Boys

This is my Ham and I.
I miss him.

God has called me into ministry.
I travel to KC in January and in the summer to take seminary classes.
I miss him.

I faced infertility for two and a half years before getting pregnant.
We've been trying for #2 for three years luck...I'm frustrated and hurting.
Ham gives me hope and love.
I miss him.

I've been hugged once since leaving home almost two weeks ago.
Time to think is great but the quiet and the walls are getting to me.
There is no one to play with or read to.
I miss him.

I have to be honest...I'm really struggling being away.
I'm thinking a lot, which isn't bad, except that I'm thinking about things.

I love my son.  I love my husband.
I miss them.

I need to reconnect with my boys.
They are coming to see me tomorrow.
I can't wait not to miss them.

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Tracy said...

Oh, my heart goes out to you. In my family, it was just my hubby, son and was so hard anytime I had to be away! How awesome they are coming to see you tomorrow. Your little guy is PRECIOUS! No doubt you will savor every moment tomorrow. <3


Kate said...

How awesome for you! Where are you going to school at? I went to Johnson Bible College, and loved it! God's call into ministry is hard, but so rewarding. I can totally relate to your only child giving you hope. Our daughter has played a huge part in grieving the loss of our second baby last week. God knew exactly what he was doing when he created sweet, little kids! Have fun with your boys tomorrow!!

Lynette said...

That must be SO hard...I hope you have a wonderful time together.

Shell said...

Have a fabulous day with your men!

Andrea said...

Hope you have a beautiful day with the little guys!
Blessings and many prayers,

Christy said...

No doubt it'll be wonderful to have them with you. How much longer until you go home?

Terri Tiffany said...

Enjoy your time with them! It will be amazing I know!

Andrea said...

Have a great visit with your guys! Who wouldn't smile looking at that sweet little face? So cute!

Suzanne said...

Read your title of your blog and decided we need to be friends! Love your blog and love your photos! :)

Believer said...

I know you are soaking up every moment together, and so you should. :)

When you get a chance pick up your awards at MM!

Wylie said...

I am so glad you will see your boys tomorrow!!! YEAH!!!

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